Friday, July 24, 2009

Youtube-ness

mGmT- Kids




poor baby!

Thursday, July 16, 2009

im tired.
im just starting to get a tan.
Warped is on Sunday @ Monmouth Park the tickets set me back $133
I got my provisional drivers license and my mom is being an asshole about it..she thinks its like a permit--its not.
Im so tired
im so bitter.
i just want to die

Monday, July 13, 2009

Show me to the lost & found

I keep loosing my stuff!
Friday I had lost my sunglasses
Today i lost my ipod.
NOT COOL
tomorow is my brothers birthday. He's turning 25? Tomorow is the day i have to get all my parking done correctly

Thursday, July 2, 2009

horoscopes on dull days

Just right now I was in the bathroom with my sunglasses on and i was trying to fix my hair to a way that could be ambigiously good looking. I had my dad trim my bangs for me even though i had my bangs trimmed and styled for a certain look. Basically something crawled in my butt and made me want to trim my bangs and make it look better, even though now that i look back it was fine the way it was. So now i have these ghetto cut bangs and i have to grow them out or basically go to get it re-cut the way i want it to be done..in conclusion I FUCKED UP on my hair - my bad!
Getting back to the story at hand lol, i was trying to shuffle my hair and stuff so i could go for a walk. But as i was doing that so i could have some fun in my day and just get out of whatever stuff i was NOT doing. I had wanted to give myself an enjoyable day or some kind of adventure especially when im in Queens. To me summer isn't official in anyway unless it had some Queens in it. Ever since i was younger the fondest memories were in Queens with the smells, excitement, wasting of the time, the timeless feeling that comes with everything. It has been over this stay where while I have been waiting for this satisfaction and fufillment of summer to come, and over the past 4 days or so that I have learned about respect and people around me and my relationship with my family. Ive also noticed a lot of things that Ive been doing and my behaviors toward things and how it won't get me anywhere unless i mature. From last night when I was with Ashley, my best friend since 4th grade, we were catching up and even though we had grown up and grown up apart from each other when we were talking the friendship just felt natural and it had back to back stories. Most of the time we couldn't finish one topic without starting another..thats how much we had to catch up. lol and of course it wasn't enough time.
It was also last night that I had become so low and down except this time it wasn't me who was putting myself down but from an outside source and I just took it. I let it really hurt me, but i had a little help from a friend who was guiding me. Im happy I didn't let them know that they hurt me and looking back it really amuses me and I kind of pity them because im pretty sure they were jealous of me lol seriously though no kidding