If Im a Bad Person, you dont like me

right? You're not a judge but if your going to judge me..sentence me to another life.
change is good..its-GOOD. its gooood.

ayoo this paramore album is gonna be up there with their RIOT album.. i know it. Its softter but a bit more powerful.

Shits been feeling cooky.
I dont know if i already had declared this or not.. but my Summer 'person' the person who my summer seemed to be focused around or to whom i feel it focused around was :






this fella right here.


i worked with him, lived with him, got yelled at by him.

lovely.

now hes being a pain.
& september... hmm i guess ill give septemeber to :



love it?




but it had the undertone of some other weasel in the midst but fuck him because i hate him

Depeche Mode said it best..

Home
Here is a song from the wrong side of town
Where I'm bound to the ground by the loneliest sound
And it pounds from within and is pinning me down

Here is a page from the emptiest stage
A cage or the heaviest cross ever made
A gauge of the deadliest trap ever laid

And I thank you for bringing me here
For showing me home
For singing these tears
Finally I've found that I belong here

The heat and the sickliest sweet smelling sheets
That cling to the backs of my knees and my feet
Well I'm drowning in time to a desperate beat

And I thank you for bringing me here
For showing me home
For singing these tears
Finally I've found that I belong

Feels like home
I should have known
From my first breath

God send the only true friend I call mine
Pretend that I'll make amends the next time
Befriend the glorious end of the line

And I thank you for bringing me here
For showing me home
For singing these tears
Finally I've found that I belong here

Useless lyrics

Well it's about time
It's beginning to hurt
Time you made up your mind
Just what is it all worth

All my useless advice
All my hanging around
All your cutting down to size
All my bringing you down

Watch the clock on the wall
Feel the slowing of time
Hear a voice in the hall
Echoing in my mind

All your stupid ideals
Got your head in the clouds
You should see how it feels
With your feet on the ground

Here I stand the accused
With your fist in my face
Feeling tired and bruised
With the bitterest taste

All my useless advice
All my hanging around
All your cutting down to size
All my bringing you down

All your stupid ideals
Got your head in the clouds
You should see how it feels
With your feet on the ground

Only When I Lose Myself lyrics

It's Only When I Lose Myself in someone else
Then I find myself
I find myself
It's Only When I Lose Myself in someone else
Then I find myself
I find myself
Something beautiful is happening inside for me
Something sensual, it's full of fire and mystery
I feel hypnotized, I feel paralized
I have found heaven
There's a thousand reasons
Why I should not spent my time with you
For every reason not to be here I can think of two
Keep me hanging on
Feeling nothing's wrong
Inside your heaven
It's Only When I Lose Myself in someone else
Then I find myself
I find myself
It's Only When I Lose Myself in someone else
Then I find myself
I find myself
I can feel the emptiness inside me fade & disappear
There's a feeling of content that now you are here
I feel satisfied
I belong inside
Your velvet heaven
Did I need to sell my soul
For pleasure like this
Did I have to lose control
To treasure your kiss
Did I need to place my heart
In the palm of your hand
Before I could even start
To understand
It's Only When I Lose Myself in someone else
Then I find myself
I find myself
It's Only When I Lose Myself in someone else
That I find my life
I find myself
It's Only When I Lose Myself in someone else
Then I find myself
I find myself

Mercy In You lyrics

You know what I need when my heart bleeds,
I suffer from greed a longing to feed
On the mercy in you.

I can't conceal the way I'm healed,
The pleasure I feel when I have to deal
With the mercy in you.

I would do it all again,
Loose my way and fall again.
Just so I could call again
On the mercy in you, the mercy in you.

When here in my mind I feel inclined
To wrongly treat you unkind -
I have faith I will find
The mercy in you.

I would loose my way again,
Be led hopelessly astray again.
Just so could pray again
For the mercy in you.

When here in my mind I have been blind,
Emotionally behind.
I have faith I will find
The mercy in you.....

Little 15 lyrics

Little 15
You help her forget
The world outside
You're not part of it yet
And if you could drive
You could drive her away
To a happier place
To a happier day
That exists in your mind
And in your smile
She could escape there
Just for a while
Little 15

Little 15
Why take the smooth with the rough
When things run smooth
It's already more than enough
She knows your mind
Is not yet in league
With the rest of the world
And it's little intrigues
Do you understand
Do you know what she means
As time goes by
And when you've seen what she's seen
You will
Little 15

Little 15
Why does she have to defend
Her feelings inside
Why pretend
She's not had a life
A life of near misses
Now all that she wants
Is 3 little wishes
She wants to see with your eyes
She wants to smile with your smile
She wants a nice surprise
Every once in a while
Little 15.

Im listening too

BRING ME THE HORIZON. lol
aka BMTH.
im actually trying to listen to them and also read the lyrics.. yeahhh.... I just listened to Rawwr uh, didn't love it. I guess their album or whatever called "This is What the Edge of Your Seat Was Made For" just isn't my cup of coffee.
But the song Tell Slater Not To Wash His Dick is a funny name and a good song.
Theres no doubt that Suicide Season is their best album.
with Diamonds arent Forever, Chelsea Smile. the Comedown. it was written in blood.



so yeah, thats what i am doing.