Halloween of Yester-year

Today i confided in a friend of mine about that & he said somethings that im definatly gonna try and heed.
I can definatly say that last years Halloween was the beginning of of a lot of things for me.
I hope that i can surpass on the fun activities that went on last year and broaden my horizons from last year.. from chilling Madison Park

Last year i was a lil ghetto dude, now i dunno what i wanna be.. rosie the riveter is pretty cool..
The halloween has a lot of hoochie clothes and my bust isnt busty enough

I am in sitting in French class..thank God we have a sub and i got on the computers and blogspot isn't blocked.
I looked at Ciro's wonderful pictures . His blog actual goes to good use.

This week is going by too quick and mad deadlines are coming up.
The college process is really annoying and has so many obstacles.
When searching for a college.. you want to try and apply for You dont know if your good enough or if you can afford it or if you can even afford it. Then the scholarships are pains in the asses..they all seem like imposisble scams. Like if you can actually do them then you earned your free money.
Then there are those essays. I just hope that nobody from college admissions reads this..that woud suck

so lets not dwell

people are so awesome.
people who you feel open for..
people who make you feel vunerable.
people who make you want to loose it all because you'd give them everything
and people who just are really good at acting & make you do all of the above

Jacques Brel

I was referred to this guy about a year or two ago and I remember I had heard it and loved it but it like escaped my brain.. then one day i was seriously CRAVING french music and i found it.
Then tonight i just looked it up again && Its only fair and just to share such great music.

CAUTION: ITS IN FRENCH with English subtitles






theres more but theyre hard to find after you leave them because i am not very skilled in French

are you filled with air?

Gallows 10/10

I came home with a fat right lip, swollen left fist, the right side of my back and body is like so sore.
My mom thinks i wasn't where i said I was...
& the only reason why my lip is as busted as it is, is because of my braces.

The show was great.. i was with even greater people. AFI though, omg it was too crowded to stay thru the whole thing. So we went to Peter Pank! =]
..my first time @ Peter Pank too

















too bad i dont have a camera to show u my fat lip- its for the better that i dont lol

i tried to do handstands for youu

October playlist by bibi-bird ? Jimmy Jaan

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i realized that i dont get to do much in my life.
This week consisted of: school, tennis, braces apppointments, annoying doctors, even more annoying customer servicemen, college essays, chemistry, bad skin.

What's the first name and last name of the last person who sent you a text message?
Kelley Kousis

When was the last time you last saw the person you fell hardest for?
Feb 20th

When/What was the last thing you went to the doctor for?
when i had throat problems and sounded like lindsay lohan

Do you remember who you liked this time three months ago?
ugh, yes.

Is there anyone in the room with you?
no :)

What's one thing that's been bothering you lately?
money problems

Do you like winter?
if i have the right clothes on sure.

What is one thing you would like to know about your future?
who will i marry?!

Was this New Year's enjoyable?
yeah..i think my favorite day in 2009 was new years

What do the majority of people in your life call you?
Zarina

If someone liked you would you want them to tell you?
sure

How did you and your number 2 become friends?
thru friends.

Have you held hands with anybody in the past week?
i think so

What are you listening to right now?
Incubus

Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
yup yup. and people i dont like either

Is there something you should be doing right now?
college essay; chem hw that i didn't even copy

What were you doing at 10:30pm last night?
i was probably on the computer

Do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails?
my tounge and lip

How are you feeling?
sick-dizzy

Is there anything you need to tell somebody?
there is something id like to say to somebody but idk

Last time you laughed?
today in school..im sure

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
that seems to the theme of my teen years

Who is your Celebrity Crush?
any French actor.
I always had a major crush on Billy Crudup and Channing Tatum

Will you be in a relationship next month?
idk..will i? lol

Are you thinking about someone at the moment?
actually i am not =]

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Sangina

How late did you stay up last night and why?
like 12 because i was writing

What was the first thing you thought when you got up?
something along the lines of its cold in here.. what time is it? oh shit i only got 20 minutes.. DAMN I gotta pee

Are you looking forward to anything?
hopefully seeing Cassidy

Do you and your parents get along?
uhmm i kinda have too get along with them they control my life..or so they think they do lol