Saturday, December 27, 2008

its means something to me

So. Ive been thinking..

I have tendency to get into intense conversations. I seem to hold many things dear to my heart or just close to what my beliefs are.

Lots of times I'm told to chill and relax and shit and I will and other times i dont think Im being all intense or trying to defend a topic too much & i am still told to "chill"

Mostly its by guys and its because they may get intimidated. I dont know.
but
a few things that are indeed close to my heart and something that i believe in.
..Im making this list in order to try and figure out what I don't find important to me.


Important to me:
  • Islam
  • Siblings
  • Honesty
  • politics
  • my dads open-mindedness
  • freedom
  • self-expression
  • liberation
  • sexuality
  • freedom to choose partner(s)
  • music
  • beauty
  • recongnition
  • not being tied down
  • happiness
  • emotional control
  • control of a situation
  • children
  • concieving
  • trust
  • being loved
  • loving[one day]
  • being able to cry & laugh
  • myspace
  • fame
  • warmth
  • REAL friendship
  • Boys/men
  • Independent/ Sundance Movies
  • foreign languages
  • France
  • Afghanistan
  • passports
  • music makers
  • lyricist
  • concerts
  • moshing
  • skanking


&& Not:
  • my mom when shes mad
  • most Sundays
  • poverty
  • molesters
  • budgets
  • Easter bunny
  • Suicide bombers
  • misunderstandings
  • misinterpretations
  • fakeness
  • being unable to stick to what you say
  • two-faced
  • rude
  • disrespectful
  • Hitler
  • George Bush
  • bitches
  • people who try hard
  • leaving others behind
  • the holocaust
  • forgetting others in spite
  • grudges[im guilty of them]
  • Miley Cyrus
  • Hilary Duff
  • Cheetah Girls
  • Disney channel since 2002
  • racism
  • close-mindedness
  • name-calling
  • meth
  • liars




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