FREEZE: 9/22/09

• tomorow is the last day of school! I have my auto and french final.

I hope that Julian brings in one of his spectacular sandwiches in for me... theyre so good. I hope i dont get too many dirty looks from mr. Meyer and that the final isn't too tricky.
OMG the French final, i know is going to be like the longest and worse one! Because i havent studied and i barely prepped for it. I just have no motiviation or care for it..although i want to do well. For the other Finals i had taken i was thinking about seeing Sheila the whole time & thats quite strenuous thinking and dreaming on my part since i dont want to jinx it for myself but i just cant help but wonder about what the next three somewhat vacant months may bring me or what may happen.

-- so yeah tomorow LAST day-- i can say so much about this school year. But im gonna leave it at this was the year that i realized that i have control over my life yet I dont.

• Today i was praying and really just in the zone and out of nowhere i was like "dude, i should go and volunteer at the mosque in the Harbor over the summer!

Today at Dinner my Dad was like go volunteer at the Library which all for.. but its already filled im sure.
But the mosque.. why not try and find out and just go. It'll be good deeds and a different experience plus, ill get to go to the Harbor!
I hope my parents are gonna be somewhat enocuraging and not give me a lecture about it.. ugh just thinking about it discourages me.

• WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON IN IRAN? i feel as if this thing has been blown out of proportion and escalated to levels where a revolution is quite inevitable at this point. Iran wasn't really due for a revolution especially with their state with the Americans and everything. Who knows what irrational happenings may occur, I just wish that things turn out of the better--SOON. And i cant help but wonder how much the American government in some ways help escalate the whole voter count conspiracy.