& im wasting away, away from you

im feeling: meloncholy, dependent, weak, vunerable, scared and at the same time oblivious.


like i cant seem to focus right now. all i want to do is what my "heart" or emotions want me to do.
Im just posting this as hopefully something i can look back on & be like
"wow, that was a low hour"

I hope, pray, wish everything will work out in the end because its all that i can do without making myself feel like such a fool.


here lets play this ASTERIA + A day to remember song because its awesome
[[i may just blog about how much i love song when they do this -- like the slow hardcore bands]]] although i have learned Asteria is no hardcore or heavy band..this song just has us all fooled.

The Taste The Touch - Asteria

So this is it, the feeling that I've missed 
A subtle kind of pain that keeps me from sleep 
I try to explain how you touch drives me insane 
And I can't spend a night without wishing I was with you 

(chorus) 
I wanna tell you a secret 
And leave it on your lips 
Wanna sing it through your body 
Wanna tell it through this kiss 
If I told you my secret 
Would you swear to keep it? 
Would you swear to keep it? 

Watching you dance and seeing you smile 
Still getting butterflies every once in a while 
Feelings exist I'm falling 
twist on lust 
a choice to care 
a wish to touch 

(Chorus) 
I wanna tell you a secret 
And leave it on your lips 
Wanna sing it through your body 
Wanna tell it through this kiss 
If I told you my secret 
Would you swear to keep it? 
Would you swear to keep it? 

When you say never I'll say lie 
When you say always I'll say true 
When you say love I'll say you 
I'll say you 
I'll say you 
I'll say you 
I'll say you 

(Chorus) 
I wanna tell you a secret 
And leave it on your lips 
Wanna sing it through your body 
Wanna tell it through this kiss 
If I told you my secret 
Would you swear to keep it? 



&&this song has brought both me and lauren to tears
Would you swear to keep it?

You Had Me @ Hello - A Day To Remember

I'm missing you so much, I'll see you die tonight
Just so I can get to you before the sun will rise
I know the signs are on and I feel this too
None of that ever seems to matter when I'm holding you

And I'm wasting away, away from you
And I'm wasting away, away from you

What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sworn I'd never trust
anyone again but I didn't have to

You had me at hello.

I've never seen a smile that can light the room like yours
It's simply radiant, I feel more with everyday that goes by
I watch the clock to make my timing just right

Would it be okay?
Would it be okay if I took your breath away?

And I'm wasting away, away from you.
And I'm wasting away, away from you.

What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sworn I'd never trust
anyone again but I didn't have to
You had me at hello

You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello)
You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello)
You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello)
You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello)

You gave me butterflies (you are so cute)
at the mailbox (you had me at hello)
[x4]

What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sworn I'd never trust
anyone again but I didn't have to
You had me at hello
You had me at hello
You had me at hello