January is Endless

I am so happy that January is over!
I can honestly say that January was the most hectic, bombarding, upsetting, emotional, wackiest, craziest, scariest, unfocused month EVER.
[i would come up with more adjectives but i feel like it'll sound more juvenile]

During this month *if i am able to* get this all down of what occured:

• i practically had my heart broken
• i cried a river on my birthday OVER SOMEONE ELSE
• i got to go a goodnight bravado show
• i got my septum pierced
• I HAD TO TAKE OUT MY PIERCED SEPTUM
• i passed out at port authority
• i had a welding 'accident'
• I got my period twice in a month!
• i had midterms
• i got yelled at for 'raising my voice'
• I didn't see my older sister for almost a month
• i got my permit, only to learn im getting my license [hopefully] in July
• i discovered the Bi-Polar Bears
• i cried over some other stuff
• i got pimples by my face
• I had my first kiss with braces--terrible!
• Mike came by my house and laid on the horn again--and Adam's looking for him
• I didn't get to go to the city for my birthday
• someone said that i apparently smoke weed.. wtf!
• i realized that im a complete sucker for a boy
• I was alone
• A BUNCH OF GREAT kids dropped out of school
• Signed up for the SAT's
• GOT charged TWICE for taking the SATs
• I was going to get teh A Day To remember cd butt SOMEONE lost it
• i couldn't hang out with Hashsham as much as i wanted too.
• snuck out and almost got CAUGHT ahh
• wasn't allowed to go to the library to studdyy wtf
• got my blood tested for the 4th time
• found out WHY IM YELLOW
• have some bilirubin enzyme problems
• barely got to study for the SATs
• didn't get to drive at all
  

but Febuary 1st started last night and i gotta say it wasn't too shabby.

i just hope that i never have a month like that again or if i do to not be "into someone" i think thats what really messed it up. My inability to control my emotions, but new month and ill try to do better and hopefully have the month do better by me!
This month should go by quick because ill hopefully have my big beaky nose in books studying. maybe 1 or 2 days where im like "ok ill chill" but other than that i cant do it.
March is going to be the biggest month of impact for me.

now let me leave you with a song that i think is really suiting for this blog.. ALL BECAUSE OF ONE LINE

Waiting For The 7.18 - Bloc Party

Waiting for the seven eighteen
January is endless
Weary-eyed and forlorn
The Northern Line is the loudest

Sitting in silence in bars after work
I've got nothing to add or contest
Can still kick a ball a hundred yards
We cling to bottles and memories of the past

(Give me moments)
Just give me moments (give me moments)
Not hours or days (give me moments)
Just give me moments (give me moments)

Grinding your teeth in the middle of the night
With the sadness of those molars
Spend all your spare time trying to escape
With crosswords and sudoku

If I could do it again
I'd make more mistakes
I'd not be so scared of falling

If I could do it again,
I'd climb more trees
I'd pick and I'd more wild
blackberries

(Give me moments)
Just give me moments (give me moments)
Not hours or days (give me moments)
Just give me moments (give me moments)

Let's drive to Brighton on the weekend [x4]

Let's drive to Brighton on the weekend [x4]